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Silent Chaos

                                                 Silent Chaos Silence is the loudest thing I hear, It screams at me, yells at me But to no avail I search for words within myself,  words that would wake me up from this hazy dream  And let me see a clear picture where the memories aren't foggy and smiles persist despite boundless strains But all of this is useless Cause all I hear is silence at its peak Cause all I see is a sailing boat of lost memories And somewhere between all of these I still yearn for a glimpse A glimpse of myself that I lost Not to myself, but to my soul like a warrior after a lost battle Cannot convince myself anymore Saying it was just a battle not the war Cause I don't have it in me to fight anymore Feels like I am the only one frozen in time  waiting for someone to unpause me again and let me be free,  free from chains and limits free from boundaries and mysteries Because it hurts to remain silent anymore. Because it hurts to remain silent anymore.